Look into my eyes, do you see that I’m hurting? No, I didn’t think so.
VENT .
right now , things are going bad between us . but please do me a favor & dont walk out on me like everyone else . please dont give on me us. im going through a really hard time right now and apparently , youre the only person who’d i want to go through it with me , youre the only person i can picture by my side & taking each step along with me . i dont want to lose you . i know i can be sucha big handful but please bare along with it . i know you’ve done alot things to hurt me , but im willing to set it all aside and stay with you for all the right things and not for all the mistakes you’ve made . i always doubt your words cos’ i tend to compare myself with your ex all the time . i never find myself good enough for you . im afraid .. of losing you to someone better . we’re slowly drifting , i can feel it already . but im putting in so much effort to save everything . you know why im being so hard on you? cos’ i’ve gotten hurt & played so many times in the past . so im just being cautious now , can you blame me?
